outsider.

it's done. however nothing fun happend.. boring.

he feels foreign.. not foreign as in from another country, but as in not of this world.. it's as though the world is rejecting him.. any and all attempts to become something fail miserably.. it could be that the attempts are not so good, but still, at least something could have worked out.. it's just unbelievable!..

warmth, gentle touch, attachement.. so little, and yet so much to ask for. where are you? how much more time will it be until he meets you? growing tired of him being alone for such a long time..

now for you.. it's stupid to expect anything from you.. you didn't come here for him.. he just gets a little bit too attached to people..

the question:

how do you find the idea of a post picture?

should it stay, or not?

do you think this picture suits the post?

yours narrator.

what the?..

is he serious?!

seems so.. he is doing it. what an idiot!

okay, i'll just stand by and watch him, 'cause even if it's the most stupid thing to do in his life.. well, at least it'll be a lot of fun. anyway, i'll keep you posted.

if you're looking forward to it, it should be here tomorrow.

in other news. he is still unemployed. seriously dude? do something about it! oh wait. he is doing something about it. after all, it's what the first part of the post is all about. hope he'll make it. after all he is quite close to me.

an important message to anyone who reads all of this, don't make your presence a secret, just leave a comment or two, at least something meaningless, just to show that you are actualy there, reading. it would be even better if you would post what you want to know about the user, i'll try doing an investigation, so you're very welcome to post your queries.

and to improve the interaction with you guys (yes, dear reader, i am talking to you!) i'll be asking a question in every post, and you're expected to answer it, honestly and truthfully.

here goes the question:

should i change his wallpaper? (the picture in the top right corner of the blogspace)

yours narrator.

no.

this is not going to work. at least he didn't like it, so it's not happening. however let's change the subject.

by the way, the user met a girl. she is actually very nice, but it's just another stab to his longing heart. he isn't enough to be at least liked by any girl whom he likes. it's kind of a mix of his uslessness, untidiness, a bit over the line looks, shyness, and inabilty to entertain people.

okay, that's enough. i know it's a bit too harsh, but he really is all that awful. or maybe i'm just being too critical, because that might well be the case, i have to admit i get carried away.

yours narrator.

narrator.

he's the one who monitors the self being and other life related readings of the user while he is busy being alive, because seriously, that's basically what he does all the time.

yours narrator.

misery.

"We all live in hiding, and one way or another each of us conceals pieces of ourselves from the rest of the world. Some people hide because their lifes depend on it, others because they don't like being seen. And then there are special cases - the ones who hide because.. because they just want someone to care enough to look for them." (c)

just something he picked up from a tv series he's currently watching. he likes watching tv series, not all of them, but some draw his attention. why? who knows, maybe he sees something that he doesn't have, maybe it's something he just likes seeing. on the other hand, it might just be my imagination, and he just watches those series to get himself busy.

and you know what? it's really sad. he has all the time in the world to do something, but he just wastes it. he could be so much, and even more, however nothing. for some unknown reason he's sitting there doing nothing, and thus he fails miserably at life.

that's enough.

yours, narrator.

hello world.

this is a simple welcome message. the user had nothing better to post. the user is quite a sad person. no, he's happy most of the time, but that's only what you see. there is much more to him than meets the eye. or is there? doesn't matter, it's for you to decide.

what is this all about then?

about a person who is as strange in his own unique way, as everyone out there. with no particular reason for living. an epic fail guy on many occasions. an introvert. a parnaoid excuse for a person. and finaly a very lazy human being.

he's just bored as hell, and has nothing better to do at the moment, then to write about himself in 3rd person on the internet, where this will probably only be read by a number of his friends, and hopefully someone else, who is still a stranger to him, but might actually become very important in the future.

yours, narrator.