no.

this is not going to work. at least he didn't like it, so it's not happening. however let's change the subject.

by the way, the user met a girl. she is actually very nice, but it's just another stab to his longing heart. he isn't enough to be at least liked by any girl whom he likes. it's kind of a mix of his uslessness, untidiness, a bit over the line looks, shyness, and inabilty to entertain people.

okay, that's enough. i know it's a bit too harsh, but he really is all that awful. or maybe i'm just being too critical, because that might well be the case, i have to admit i get carried away.

yours narrator.

narrator.

he's the one who monitors the self being and other life related readings of the user while he is busy being alive, because seriously, that's basically what he does all the time.

yours narrator.

misery.

"We all live in hiding, and one way or another each of us conceals pieces of ourselves from the rest of the world. Some people hide because their lifes depend on it, others because they don't like being seen. And then there are special cases - the ones who hide because.. because they just want someone to care enough to look for them." (c)

just something he picked up from a tv series he's currently watching. he likes watching tv series, not all of them, but some draw his attention. why? who knows, maybe he sees something that he doesn't have, maybe it's something he just likes seeing. on the other hand, it might just be my imagination, and he just watches those series to get himself busy.

and you know what? it's really sad. he has all the time in the world to do something, but he just wastes it. he could be so much, and even more, however nothing. for some unknown reason he's sitting there doing nothing, and thus he fails miserably at life.

that's enough.

yours, narrator.

hello world.

this is a simple welcome message. the user had nothing better to post. the user is quite a sad person. no, he's happy most of the time, but that's only what you see. there is much more to him than meets the eye. or is there? doesn't matter, it's for you to decide.

what is this all about then?

about a person who is as strange in his own unique way, as everyone out there. with no particular reason for living. an epic fail guy on many occasions. an introvert. a parnaoid excuse for a person. and finaly a very lazy human being.

he's just bored as hell, and has nothing better to do at the moment, then to write about himself in 3rd person on the internet, where this will probably only be read by a number of his friends, and hopefully someone else, who is still a stranger to him, but might actually become very important in the future.

yours, narrator.